(this is part 2 of my leaving MC update just sayin)
I've felt empty and non existent these last 5- 8 years, like nothing is worth living for nor dying,
I just passed time waiting to die, almost brain dead just wandering around and staring at screens all day.
and that's where the MC part comes in, I basically felt like having likes/followers/replies was making me
not important, but ... like .... alive...
just like IRL I used to self harm because I felt so pathetic and scared to talk about people, that the only way I had to get a conversation was making people worried enough about me to come and talk to me. (worst part being, yes it's actually the only reason people talked to me)
let's face it, it's pathetic.
I want to change, so it will implie leaving that behavior, and for that I have to leave MC too so bye people :D
bb everybody have fun and be happy and *insert random drama queen "be happy" speech here*
Ok I leave MC bye people :D
if you're kaoclya, or Switz, or pikkukake32 or another of the users that PM me relatively frequently, we can still talk on Steam, under the ID of justgivemeanamegoddamnit :D just add me and message me who you are on MC.
Reasons in the next staus update (for the curious, I dont want to be drama queen, but idk I feel like it's good to explain why you leave wihtout going in drama and bshit)
(get ready here comes the emo speech xD)
anyboy here livin in the US?
is that thing about the pledge of allegiance to the flag at school true?
plz plz plz be no -.-
@guest ....oh :/
still rekt 'em >:)
go reckt 'em all :D
@guest yah I gave up already, not my thing ^^
good luck for you, tho you dont seem to need it :D
I followed these suggestions when I was 15...
I made 3 goals against my own team in a single watch (accidentaly ofc)....
yeah I'm a football legend, but in opposite