I realised the horror of what I'd done as soon as I got all these supportive messages, but by then it was too late to play it off as a joke (and what an awful thing to joke about that is), and I didn't want to be the attention whore who made up her PTSD. But I am that attention whore. I am that desperate person who makes up awful shit to get attention. I don't want to be that person. I am, but I don't want to anymore. I am leaving Memecenter as soon as I post this. I can't allow myself to have this platform that makes it so easy to lie, and I don't have the courage to deal with the aftermath of posting this.
I am so sorry. I will miss you guys. From the bottom of my heart, I wish you all the best in life. Goodbye.
 I lied. My arm is fine. My memory's fine. I was never hospitalised, I was never in a car accident, I never had PTSD. I lied. I was depressed and lonely and, like I always do when I have a problem, I lied. I wanted to see that people cared about me, so I lied. I was feeling terrible for no apparent reason so I made up reasons. I wanted to be strong but I didn't know how so I made something up that I could act strong about. My drawings were all utter crap and so I stopped drawing altogether, but I had promised drawings as a followers' special and didn't want to disappoint you guys by going back on my word, so I lied. I made the best of you worry so much. I deceived and betrayed you. And I am sorry. I will never forgive myself for betraying you and abusing your trust. I am not writing all this to ask for your forgiveness - I do not deserve it. I just cannot bear the guilt anymore. I don't know how to face you guys anymore.
 Hello everyone. It's been a while. I seem to have taken the habit of taking long breaks from Memecenter every so often. It used to be because sometimes I just need a break form socialising, but there's more reasons now. This place felt like home for a really long time. But every time I take a break the community feels a little more foreign to me. Every time it feels a little more foreign, it's harder to interact with people, and the harder that is, the more I crave a break, but the more breaks I take... Well, it's a vicious cycle. It's gotten to the point where I sort of feel like an outsider, and it's no one's fault except mine and my social anxiety's. But the site feeling foreign is by a long shot not the only reason I've been gradually more absent despite my promises to the contrary. I thought I would take this to the grave, but I can't.
Am I the only one here who believes people's minds can be changed through conversation? And that as such, no exchange of opinions is pointless? No matter how slim the chances? Am I wrong to wanna believe the best in people?
"metallion about 2 hours ago
why the hell do possessing marijuana get you longer sentence than assault? what the fuck america?"
Well that's actually very simple. Marijuana is listed as a schedule 1 drug, right up there with heroin, LSD, ecstasy and some other things. This is in part a result of Nixon declaring a war on drugs in the early 1970s, halting all scientific research to evaluate their safety and putting in place mandatory sentencing and what have you. Legislators have been scared to loosen the policies since, in for fear of loosing voters.
If you want to know more;
They say home is where your heart is set in stone
Is where you go when you're alone
Is where you go to rest your bones
It's not just where you lay your head
It's not just where you make your bed
As long as we're together, does it matter where we go?
Say what you will about Naruto but you gotta admit that first OP rocks. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQH_3_5vlpI
if I rate myself on the Kinsey scale going only by celebrity crushes I get a perfect three .-.
Cute yaoi gifs getting downvoted in the comments... Times sure have changed since our yaoi dungeon days .-.