You know what, screw that emo shit I said earlier. My good days are just beginning! I got work, I'm attending therapy, I have the best friends, and I have a cozy life right now.
I'm just crying because my best body is behind me. Sure I've achieved relative emotional stability but fuck I'm still depressed
Why is it that when I'm passionate about shit I was miserable and cuntish and when I finally feel calm and nature about shit that I'm ugly and undesirable and unambitious and
Its been a while since I posted any new feed update.
Last night, I Google image searched my old memes and art. I can't believe I used to be so talented and willing to try, I actually did improve my art over time. And I feel terrible about how I've plummetted since then.
I did some excersize last night underneath the guidance of a good friend, and I'm prepared to vaccuum the house a bit, shower, and do the routine again this morning, but my ex shared a very... Risque video I made and shared with him back from 2016-17. And I'm angry. I used to be so thinner, flexible, my tits didn't sag as much and legitnately looked nice. I'm crying now because what even is life my body is a wreck and I'm only fucking 26
I only watched two episodes of Never Have I Ever and I don't tell if its refreshing, or makes me mad.
Bitch, what about mediocre Indian girls? You want awkward ya'll should have seen me in highschool.
*Slides up next to Psycho with my Alpha Sapphire*
How to develop more confidence and be a part of a group?
I see chicken on Featured page, I ask:
Do you prefer Popeye's, Wendy's or McDonald's?
Today I paid off my remaining tuition for the semester
Had a friendly chat with one of my available supervisors
Had me a friendly greeting with a couple of fellow interns
Found and signed up for a Day-long Focus Group for May 13th that'll pay $200 for my time, and shared this info with a good peer of mine from college. I should probably share this info with other friendly friends!
Cleaned me bag a bit
Collected the various trash that was in the front of my car, albeit the carpet needs a good scrub and shit
I need to redeem a couple of gift cards so I can pay a student loan thats been bothering me.
Hi interrobang! I've been waiting to see ya!
So I'm anxious about some things I have/had to do:
Finish some school stuff
Finish a group project, but I'm not as anxious about it
Do le taxes
Do a vehicle registration
I did the last two things yesterday, and filed on my own for the first time. Which is quite easy when you're unemployed, but hey, I don't owe anyone anything! I really encourage everyone who is unemployed to file. If you do, at the end of your tax prep, you'll be asked to enter info about your bank account that you want your stimulus deposited to.
And yes. Even if you're not working, you WILL gain access to it, provided you did your 2019, even if you're unemployed or have no income. The deposits are supposed to come out this week, and Im excited because I have to pay my credit card total soon.
I think everyone is getting $1,200.
Thing is, this money is actually our 2020 refund being given in advance, so use it carefully I guess. No joking about spending it all on a custom waifu figurine.